what it was like before you started something new in my heart

Hey I used to have a little bit of a plan
Used to have a concept of where I stand
But that concept slipped right outta my hand
And now I don't really even know who I am

Yo
What do I have to say
Maybe I should do
What I have to do to break free
'N whatever happens to you
We'll see
But it's not gonna happen with me

Back then I thought you were just like me
Somebody who could see all the pain that I see
But you
Proved to me unintentionally
That you would self destruct eventually

Now I'm thinkin' like the mistake I made doesn't hurt
But its not gonna work
'Cause it's really much worse
Than I thought
I wished you were something you were not
And now this guilt is really all that I got

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